In the cycles of life it seems to be for me to say that time can be unforgiving in variations of turmoil. That is, it repeats and has to be mastered by knowing what is at stake. Everything can be taken away from you if not being prepared. Life by no means even gets easier, there is just more responsibility. The wisdom was to be free from attachments, but the mind tends to gravitate towards something. As it is, and for the work to be done involves suffering and strength to act as one may be called on to do so. The day is long and the nights are cold. To choose the parts of the day to fill in its appropriate way has it’s own progression. What is the point you might ask? My way of life is being disrupted by the cycle that afflicts me. To understand this is by no way difficult today, but hurts the pride in wanting to discuss it. I am leading you on now actively from a start that was questionable to begin with. There are consequences for this and should end whithout getting the wrong idea and there can be blame or there can be change to move on past this. There is the image people put on for others then there is an image put on for the self that should not be lied to. Do not pretend to know what is for others, the image put on for those out there. I would like to know who I am by now although what does that say about the others who may read this? By now I would just want a good life that of what others may know while I don’t want anything other than freedom in the pursuit of this. At this time I have turmoil and you may have some struggles. This by no means is easy, but to allow time to bring this work towards safeguarding a future with less turmoil and struggles that would only be the purpose of having a better life.
-Joel Clark
